x))

woohoo! think most prob this is e best feeling that i had in a super super long time! =)) dun ask mi y. i juz feel tat way. =)))))))

hahas. k loads had happened over e past wk. hahas. special thanks to josh fer lending me his super kewl and nice Dragolance book. woohoo! juz get hooked in all tat sci-fi and fantasy things. =P hahas.

no thanks for having to buy my HOMEWORLD 2 which he so ABSENT mindedly lost. or maybe juz misplaced. oops. anyway back to e games and books. finally something to do. after hmm 2 weeks of not feeling myself and juz lazing around. i finally picked back my interest - BBALL!

hahas. dunno but it seems tat hitting shots are easier now. much more fun to play too. plus e group of ppl play with are juz hahas. fun =)

bball bball bball bball bball bball.. oh and this weekend got this SP event at e beach. seems pretty kewl. hahas. den next week there's e camp. well at least there's more life now.. or maybe i juz hadnt been living mine.

=)) i dunno. im juz happi. for no reason. elated. beyond reason hmm. well it needs no reason either =P

kk mind aint running well. most prob it's tat feelin juz being stuck there. cant tink of wad else to write le. maybe another time den.

cyaz.

=))

sadness

girl you mean the world to me
in you i plainly see
love, laughter and all things good
but just all too ruined by my mood.

forgive me for my flaws and mistakes
now longing for you my heart aches.
please say you'll never leave my side
and let me break out from my hide

empty and lonely without you
cold and lost searching for you.
i know how you feel inside
please let's just take it in our stride.

only these i can offer
but still i hope that our love won't wither
im truly sorry that i can't be stronger
i only wish that we can still be together

-me to dearest

Xin Zhong De Ri Yue

shou zhong wo zhao ge sang hua ya mei de rang wo wang le zhai xia

ni de zhen dai zhao xiang ni de xiang hui shuo hua
ni de hua hao xiang zhi dui wo shuo

wo de zhuan chang jiao zuo liu lang ni zhu ding yao wei wo zhan fang
wo de xin xun zhao jia wo de jia mei you hua
wo de hua que zai zhe shan gu deng zhao wo

ruo yi kai shi mei you shang di an zhong tou tou de song yong wo
men zen zhi xuan ze xiang feng

ni shi xin zhong de ri yue luo zai zhe li
lv cheng de qian hou duo yu zhi wei yu dao ni
duo muo xiang huan hua cheng wei ni jiao xia de ni
ci ke de wu ren shan gu fang fo ting jian shuo ai ni

ni shi wo xin zhong de ri yue guang mang

wo de piao bo bu dong ni ba ni de mei li bu kan dong dang
ni dan chun wo mi wang ni lian jia wo liu lang shan gu zhong zhe yi
qie dai bu zou

ni ai tai tou yong bao yang guang wo de tiao wang xia ge qian wang

wo zou kai ni liu xia wo hui yi ni sheng hua
zhi shao wo men hui yang wang tong yi pian tian kong

ruo yi kai shi mei you shang di an zhong tou tou de song yong
wo men zen zhi xuan ze xiang feng
ni shi xin zhong de ri yue luo zai zhe li
lv cheng de qian hou duo yu zhi wei yu dao ni
duo muo xiang huan hua cheng wei ni jiao xia de ni
na tian de wu ren shan gu(na yi tian)fang fo ting jian shuo ai ni

zhi shen zai chuan shuo zhong ren jian tian tang
ni shi wo xin zhong de ri yue guang mang
dai ling wo zhao dao ni de fen fang fang bu xia

ni shi xin zhong de ri yue luo zai zhe li
lv cheng de qian hou duo yu zhi wei yu dao ni
duo muo xiang huan hua cheng wei ni jiao xia de ni
na tian de wu ren shan gu fang fo ting jian shuo ai ni na tian ting
jian shuo ai ni

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lalala

im back! =) hahaz. didnt actualli plan to blog again till next month same date! but since im dead bored anyway. might as well do it. yawns. =X

juz sitting at home. fattening up (ahem) and slacking round. nothing much to do. play ball most days. and picked up my old hobby again =) reading.. best thing a person can do while being bored. i've probably gone thru enough Dvd's and vcds and all tat i would haf liked in such a short time. anyway i wanna work! work! find one tat has flexi hours and im ur man.

Star wars books and stuff. probably i can finally finish reading my series this time. =D forgotten how much i used to love e stuff. getting hooked back on it. ugh and gotta reg fer poly. so ma fun. i mean the govt seems to do every filling up of forms for us. now.. it's on our own! kinda sux. =X

oh and i watched this show days ago. The Pianist. about e holocaust during ww2. to see tat kinda massacre tat happened.. bleah. horrible. but anyway it was a good show that potrayed how e jews were being treated then. saddening.

ah well. dead bored.. feel like shit these day. if it's not e com or shows or books. it's rotting at home. not realli in any mood to go out becuz of tat either. hahaz.

well time to get some sleep. or continue watching Collateral. =X nitez.. yawns