song

-------- Nate Sallie - Whatever it takes --------

Who was I to try to live without you
Thinking I could do things on my own
Lord I know that I should never doubt you
I get so lost and lonely when I stray

Now it's time to
Surrender to you
'Cause I'm just a man who believes
And it's you that I need

Whatever it takes
That's what I'll do
I'd give anything to get back to you
I know I was wrong
And I've made some mistakes
But I'm gonna do whatever it takes
Whatever it takes

In a world of darkness and temptation
Only you can give me eyes to see
Father you're my strength and my salvation
I trust you'll show me who
I'm supposed to be

I will follow
Anywhere that you lead
For it's your will not mine
I'm gonna prove it this time

Whatever it takes
That's what I'll do
I'd give anything to get back to you
I know I was wrong
And I've made some mistakes
But I'm gonna do whatever it takes
Whatever it takes

I'm standin' here
'cause I've got nothing to lose
I lost it all when I walked away from you
I swear this time around
I won't let you down

ahh

` Life is one big choice '

is that realli so? that choices determine our every move? y aint it so tat sometimes we are forced into unforseen situations. and juz end up being unlucky.

hahas. 3 days in poly. guess im not relly fitting in well. or maybe i juz dun really like e system there.

yawns. let's c. first day was kinda kuku. got there with only one person in e same course. jiming. which i hardly noe anyway. den diff class. so sat with this bunch till we were brought and started e day immediately with games. hahas. e interlock e hands and try to form a full circle those kinds. kinda lame. plus we cheated a bit.

den moved on to hmm some other thingy la. all i can rem now is more games! ugh. some were ok. some were lame. and most were non bonding anyway. gotta noe a few ppl there.

den over e course of e day it became more boring. and tiring. finally go to this classroom and got AIRCON. played this game. called e polar bear game. LOL. lazi to describe it here. hahas. but den it did well to pass time. =X yawns. then talk talk.

den had to choose one mr miss sb to rep our class fer some comp e nxt day. tio ar. siann. den so ma fun. everyone wanted to go home so we chiong finish wad to wear all these. went to find jaron after tat. walk around waited fer him look around fer e bball court. den watched him play a match.

mrt'ed down to ps after tat. saw caleb there. hahas. guess he dyed back his hair. then went to buy tix fer star wars! found out tat din haf e same tix for e same movie theater as stef and sis. so had to buy seperate. ahh. in e end movie started den they came over to my cinema and watch. hahas. super nice la the movie. all e effects and all pretty kewl. kinda like the climax to e entire series. hahas. yoda fighting was super nice. poor windu. died. =X

den day 2 of poly. morning went to this super big auditorium at e convention centre. wah lau. morning super boring la. slept thru out all e talks. especially the one dey came to brief us abt business week. sleep and sleep.

den got e kuku comp. wa lau. had to dress up in err singlet plus orange shirt plus orange pants! looks super bright. den still had to wear business tie ( from my dad) and black leather shoes. and this obiang shades. hahas. den had to go up on stage and do a pose. so malu la. =X

anyway lost the next round la. had to do some kuku peg thingy. lol.

yawns. too tired now. tmr still got sch. so cont part 2 another day. good nite. =P

=)

yawns. super tired. slept super late ytd! slept 4 woke up 5.30 with my alarm ringing on for 15 min before i woke up. =X

den juz did some stuff and stayed awake for e rest of e morning. hahas. so much of e afternoon was nap time. plus juz now. yawns. watching one tree hill now. :D

and finally ive finished my book! after getting my star wars book on mondae, felt like going thru the dragonlance book was taking 4eva! =X hahas. so now time to finish up the whole series. which i tink i spent over $200 to collect. =X well mostly not my money.

and got my atm card now! hahas. though not a lot per month. muz save up! for something. =P went to posb 2 days ago. seemed like an all womens bank. dun even haf a male there la. maybe their higher at the top. managers. =P hee. oops. anyway signed up with savings plan too. im gonna be RICH in 10 yrs. oops.

juz burned a cd. kewlsongs. =))

jars of clay - could sing of your love forever
avalon - testify to love
brian littrel - in christ alone
chris tomlin - holy is the lord
third day - show me your glory
casting crowns - if we are the body
overflow - cry on my shoulder
steven curtis chapman - dive
jeremy camp - take you back
jeremy camp - i still believe



hahas ok lazi type e rest. kinda nice songs. nah VERI nice.

ive been going without ball for too long. tmr shall go balling in e evening! oh the kcc team's been selected. seems kinda nice. it's multi racial. 11 chinese 1 indian. =X and the inian OWES ME FIVE BUCKS. hahas. and i owe him 2 books and a halo. oops.

watched kingdom of heaven. super nice la. crusaders and all. lets see. LOTSA BLOOD. and e trebuchets and all are kinda kewl. yawns.

kk back to bed le. good nite. =)

oopps

hahas. * roll eyes * ok maybe it has been long since i last updated. and pls la. wad lazi gundu wadeva. hahas

oops. and i'll tell u another time abt the being happi part. remind me to =).

now my blog has to REVAMPED and seemingly like REFURNISSHHH by another person. wad happened to all ur fading text and my nice little bear. =(( oops.

ahh well. things change. zzzz. no mood realli to blog. nex time perhaps. good night!

RAWRS.

rawrs. im a useless goondu (: i am so lazy that i have to ask others to update for me. rawrs. this is obviously nort me. hahas. blahs. i dont blog so intellectually. (: i blog more of wah. zhe bu shi wo. and yada yada. me and my new-found chinese. rawrs. this is so contradicting. this is me. but not me. den agn. RAWRS. its my blog.

hahahs. tim is such an ass lahs. he feels happy for nth. hahas. he's fat and round and bounces when he dribble. hahas. BOING BOINGS (:

whee im highh. havent done my LIT lahs. boohoos ): i dont knw how to draw krishna pls. oh shd i draw rangappa. blehs. whye must we start on english tcher. whye not twelfth night? where SEBASTIAN is so bladdy hot. makes everyone drooool. hahas. well the PLAY only. not the real shakespeare play where u go back into the elizabethan times where pictures are just black and white and fonts are all printed in italics and. hmm. were they? i guess so. ohh not forgetting dear old feste where he SO looks like robbie williams. not in the image huhh. the manly look. well. the MUCH BETTER looking robbie william. not THAT HAIRY. wahahs.

rahs. i better shut up and start dong. still got some bladdy report. like hmmms. DAMMIT I WANNA GO OBS LAHS TIMOTHY TAN. RAWRS ): I MISS IT SOO MUCH. this is NOT e way. ugh btw. SHE wants to see mummy. ): noooo. im a good angel. rawrs.

oh btw. if ure reading this and wonder if ure in the wrong blog. URE NOT. im just someone who is bored. are u knw. boredom kills. indirectly. i just wanna live. blahblah. live life! this is living life! (: hohos. blog blog blogitty blog.

-timoth-ied